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[1]
Zmieniło sie wiele przez ten czas
Napierdalam ciągle *raz, raz, raz*
I ciągle gdzieś z tyłu głowy jest ten hajs, hajs, hajs
Ale u mnie już w porządku, to ta nowość
Rozpierdalam wszystko od początku i do końca wrogo
Rapuje ciągle po angielsku i to złowrogo
Oooo ile to już kilometrów tą drogą !
Ale dołączyła do mnie dziewczyna, tak swoją drogą
Połączeni lewą i prawą nogą
I nie poddaje sie nawrotom
Pozytywnego myślenia całą flotą
Śmigam do przodu i nie chce już kłopotów z samym sobą
Bo ile to już łez...
To już kolejny test...
Myśle, że zmieniłem się !
Biore sie za siebie !
I w dobrym nastroju pozostaje !
[2]
Z depresją się nawalczyłem już
Nawet z dziewczyną jeszcze dobrze o tym nie mówiłem tu
Tylko Tobie mogę rzec
Że trzeba przeć, jak przy porodzie
I nie ulec, zmienić się... Ciężko
Ale wstąpić wyżej aż o piętro to uczucie
Kiedy z bram piekieł wychodzisz okrutnie
Zmachany i styrany tym trudem
Zjebany i zwyrodniały tym brudem
Własnego serca i własnego jestestwa
Jeszcze jedna rzeźnia jaźni i niecna
Przeprawa przez jezdnie do piekła wyobraźni
"Maźnij mi tu szybko smutny obrazek !"
Mówią mi w głowie próbując zrobić ze mnie kolejny samobójczy przypadek
Ale ja sie im nie daje... Choć czasem nie daje rady
I stoje przy nożu i przy broni przyłożonej do skroni
[3]
Siemano ! Jestem TLT
The Lost Talent, czasem znany jako Eryk S.
Czas najlepszy, żebym przedstawił sie
Robie rap nie dla mas, tylko dla was
Nas obchodzi tylko miłość i strach
I raz, raz, raz ! W mikrofon pukam cały czas
Już od paru dobrych lat
Ale jestem za leniwy, żeby czymkolwiek sie stać
Walczę z depresją od 6 lat i ta walka wciąż trwa...
Ale na szczęście teraz ... Pomaga mi ona !
I nie chce, żeby sie to kiedykolwiek zmieniło dla nas
Ona szczęśliwa i ja też
Czas mija ale mija obok nas
Chcę w tym trwać, tej
I pewnie sie nie dowie nigdy jak bardzo jest mi potrzebna
Bardziej potrzebna mi niż ja jej !
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I know what i need now and it is love
And if i want it than i have to work, 24/7
No rest, stressed but far from being depressed
Examples of mislead relationships
Show me i have to do better
And i always learn on others mistakes
Kickin and screamin but feeling this life
Im pinning this mic for couple of years now
He against the wall strucked with my pain and fears
I've been really ill with feeling me spilling these tears
And i was mislead, unfed, not the best
Close to being the last cause of my laziness
With a small fear that i wouldnt come out if it alive
Cause i've grown with people i wouldnt invite to my house to eat with
I dont speak different language and i dont expose a secret
I secretly pray for me to be at least normal with this
Fuck a wish-list
I've always known what i needed
L O V E but nobody was commited to give it
While i stashed it in me cause nobody believed it
And they dont like me, dont need me
I need them but i dont like them
People ... Man i wish they could just leave me
I need my girl only ... Couple of bucks for us
Couple of tracks on our ipods and fuck a rockstar lifestyle
I dont need flashing lights, spinning rimms and chains
I need living life, feeling things and no pain
No rain only gain
No games only truth
My brain is gone but my heart is in the booth and with you
I wouldnt trade my happiness for anything
I would like to think all of yall just wouldnt hate
But than i go back to my senses and see envy
Eyes chasing me and wishing i would fall
But i hustle too hard for this for you to hurt me
I will do what i have to and i go raw !
If its money ? GO GO !
If its paper ? GO GO GO !
If its love ? Homie no words to describe my pace
Only piece i want from all of this is my miss
I will hustle hard
My whistle will mix with the wind and show you how i hustle through world
Im the son of the wind
Im the raising sun when im going in
Shes my stars and planets
Shes everything im all in !
My flow combines with poems
I write alone in my phone when
Nobody is holding my hand
I will whisper in your ear the realiest things
No faking just how i feel
Trying to make it work the best i can
Fuck a regular work i work special hours
Im the asset of Intelligence, MC of no relevence
But in love and nothin else matters to me
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Z góry sorry, że zawracam ci głowe
Ale mówie tylko o sobie i o swojej drodze
Moje spostrzeżenia, moja opinia
I moja wina i ile by tego wina nie było
Ja nie pije !
Ja tylko jem ! Tylko jem !
I uczuciami żyje ! Diagnoza ?
Cyklofrenia i psychoza jak Churchill i Hitchcock
Ja ? To tylko zorza na mikrofonie
Fenomen i mimoza
Bo dotyk wpływa na mnie jak na rybe brak
Powietrza... Rzucam się cały i staje tak , że brak słów!
Czasem brak głowy mi a mój mózg pewnie leży na wspak i
Zastanawiam się jak to dziś będzie...
Nowy dzień, nowe podejście !
Rapy po polsku to dla mnie nowe wejście
I wzejście i weźcie się kurwa !
Nie chce juz słuchać o was ani waszym mieście !
Ja reprezentuje tylko siebie, wiecie ?
I cięcie, cięcie, nożem cięcie
Jak przy filmie słucha Dziędziel
Dom Zły to mój dom !
A Róża rośnie u mnie w ogrodzie
I Drogówka zatrzymuje mnie zawsze jak jadę samochodem na Wesele
Wtedy krzyczę POMÓŻ PELE !
Wersy te ... Opowiadają o mnie !
Wszystko zmienia się wokół mnie !
Ahh!
Nawet metafory mówią jakie we mnie twory siedzą!
I rzucam tą wiedzą ! I nienawidze Boga Za Miedzą !
I jestem nihilistą , pierdolę wszystko !
Moje story, opowiadania i mentalne nory
W których siedziałem od połowy życia
To straszna część bycia ale głównie skryta
Ja mówie o tym otwarcie
Jak twardziel na jednej narcie balansuje na starcie
Nóż i gardziel i na farcie lece cały czas mam racje
Akcje i reakcje moje ...
Ostatnio mi się wiedzie !
Nie chce tego zmienić , chce być najlepszy w byciu !
Dlatego flow i każdy wers mnie niesie
I wzniesie mnie !
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What I Do (Prod. by MJD)
06:00
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See I don't rap cars nor dancing
I rap scars and pain shit
Mental shit - the strange thing
That I strangle myself
They can't hurt me - only I can
And I do and I'm insane
Plus I'm asocial, lonely and can't understand
How to change... Or maybe just can't
Fuck it it's a flaw I can't repair
Ive been out there looking for help
Looking for love
Found nothing but more things to weight than it was
Still can't handle myself
I'm in the auto-destructive mode
What's up with y'all ?
Ya never had it ?
When you make everything to hate yourself more ?
Least I don't do drugs
If I did ...
I wouldn't have shit
Not even a bridge to sleep under
I'm a Jew when it comes to money
So I will forever psychologically fuck up my dome
When I spit with hunger
Believe that... Cause I'm close to eating my soul
This rap - I need that
My only therapy, I think
Cause you muthafuckas ain't hurry to help me with that thing
It's getting out of control
It's spreading!
I don't even know if I want to get out of it anymore
For real though, I don't really need y'all
Not now when I'm already down
With Titans locked down !
It ain't all right and it won't be
But I don't give a shit anymore
I will be muthafucking happy alone !
So take a breath
Fuck you and leave and never come back, ho !
This is what I do
This my revival
This my suicide note that I'm gonna leave for y'all
This my flow that I brung just to entertain y'all
I'm fucked up
I know it and I won't change it
I'm just crazy
Fuck you I don't need you, baby !
I don't love bitches
I don't love dudes
I don't love her
I don't love you
And I dont love me
I dont love a fucking crew
I don't love a fucking hood
I love my mom
She gave me everything that she could
Wish you could
But you don't want to so fuck you!
And I won't let you cause I'm an asshole
I want to feel bad
You don't have to check pulse, I'm dead
I want to make millions and be gone
They will say "he left"
And I'll be in my mansion alone with my PS3
Fuck the world for couple of reasons , you will see
As years will be passing me
Definitevly i wanna be an enemy to my existance
But y'all don't care nah...
Yall don't listen !
So fuck it I'm gonna stay here alone
Happy watching you muthafuckas fall !
Write some songs
Sing a chorus, say I don't need you
And I'm gone for a steak from barbecue
And I don't give a fuck what's your IQ
You may think that I'm dumb
Prolly I am but writing this shit and feeling sad is What I Do !
This is what I do
This my revival
This my suicide note that I'm gonna leave for y'all
This my flow that I brung just to entertain y'all
I'm fucked up
I know it and I won't change it
I'm just crazy
Fuck you I don't need you, baby !
You prolly don't know
But I'm a one woman man
But no woman for me, man
I even stopped going to brothels fishing for ho's
Matter of fact I stopped fishing for anyone
I don't like to spend doe on myself
So unless you want me to buy something I won't
What the fuck is wrong ?
I was a thug, now I'm just cool
And you don't wanna kick it with me
I miss the presence of a girl next to me ...
But now I'm gone
I won't even look for someone
I'm gone and I will be for long
I don't want love
Fuck it - it's no love
For all you ho's
I hate you bitch
And that's a statement to everybody in my voice reach
Preach!
Stop
Talking to me
I'm not friendly
I'm indifferent to you
Your not even my enemy
And I don't pretend shit
From day one I told you
I was never a goon
Never a dealer nor a gangsta
But I wasn't good
This is what I do
This my revival
This my suicide note that I'm gonna leave for y'all
This my flow that I brung just to entertain y'all
I'm fucked up
I know it and I won't change it
I'm just crazy
Fuck you I don't need you, baby !
When you meet me on the street
I'm gonna be smiling and shit
But for real I wish you'd be gone already
Bitch I'm all fucked up in the head with
Life and me
I don't like people ...
I don't like y'all...
Please understand and leave
Or finally I'm gonna leave you cripple
I don't have a pistol nowadays
It's too much of a pressure to shoot these dudes nowadays
I don't box now...
I'm in no shape actually
I'm in a lyrical fitness and thats it ..
But physically that's shit
I'd rather let myself sleep in a box now
Cause either way my life style
Makes me sleep during the day
And wake up when the nights out
Stop
Talking to me
I'm not friendly
You are my enemy
And I don't pretend shit
From day one I told you
I was never a goon
Never a dealer nor a gangsta
But I wasn't good
This is what I do
This my revival
This my suicide note that I'm gonna leave for y'all
This my flow that I brung just to entertain y'all
I'm fucked up
I know it and I won't change it
I'm just crazy
Fuck you I don't need you, baby !
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Look at all these dudes
They wanna see me fall
Look at me for a second
I just wanna roll... Alone
I don't want to think
Who is coming for me
Cause as I blink
I feel like I'm in a ring
This world is awful
I don't wanna grin
But this shit sad
And I can't express how I feel
If I do bring
Cash and weaponry
Should you join me ? And my army ?
Nah, leave me alone
Let me fuckin be
Cause I don't need
Another fake friend or another bitch !
Look at all these dudes
They wanna see me fall
Look at me for a second
I just wanna roll... Alone
Cause I got issues
Muthafucka I'm ready to use a pistol
I got it ready like the pen in my pocket
Ready to spin you till you suck it
Bitch dudes I ain't bluffing
My mind ain't right
And I ain't taking medicine
My mind still trapped
And I'm feeling not much better than
Psychos dancing on the line
And below me is a big steak knife
I got a lot of bruises and stitches
I rather jack off than fuck bitches
Cause I'm a one woman man
But no woman ready to hold my hand
God damn it's all so fucking ridiculous !
Tell me who will believe in this ?
But it's true...
Unfortunately for me
I would love to say y'all did it to me
But I always blame myself
So fuck you Eric for making me that type of ugly !
Look at this dude in the mirror
He wants to see me fall
Look at me for a second
I just wanna roll... Alone
They don't wanna see me succesful
They don't wanna come to my rescue
But I was always there for them
Muthafucka if you had an issue I already had a plan
I don't care what you muthafuckas wanna plan, now
"I'm not going" - that's my answer to everything you say now
I wanna roll alone cause all of yall failed me
And I failed you too
So it's a win win situation if I'm off
Better yet if I'm gonna off myself
But for now I rather go off !
Spit it raw and honest
Cause I don't care about y'all anymore
And it won't change CAUSE I WANNA ROLL ALONE!
THEY SAY THAT IM CARING
BUT IM CARING BOUT YOU LEAVING ME THE FUCK ALONE
SO IF YOUR WALKING AWAY
IM GONNA WALK YOU OFF JUST TO BE SURE THAT YOUR GONE FOR GOOD !
Look at this dude in the mirror
He wants to see me fall
Look at me for a second
I just can't roll... Alone
Look at this dude in the mirror
He wants to see me fall
Look how I'm dying
I just wanna be gone..
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You see my character is different
Harsh at times but lovely for instance
But it wasnt good enough at distanace
Now it is better and i think im gonna win this
The life, cause im in this
Max Payne without the pills or syringes
How could i end this now ?
Im in the vengance now
Against the walls and fences
I keep on making offenses
But i stopped making excuses
Cause if i did i would be useless
If i wanna do something i will do this
I started living and im feeling it
Whatever bad feeling that was drilling me
It is over
I never wanted to be a soldier
Always wanted to be on my own
Know my own value and live that chrome
Write every song every minute im on
Cause now im on 24/7
No need for cash, no need for fame
Just need to write and need to make this song
And speak freely, about what it is that kills me
Im feeling it really
Whatever it is that your fearing
Im a mirror and reflection
Apperance of evil in this section
Deception and affection
Infection of the verses im inserting
In your head , causing an inception
Hard erection like watching youjizz
And being a virgin with nothing to squeez
Nothing that could please you
Aint nobody sees you... Sorry, thats not me
Moment of silence for these people
And my Arch Enemy sitting on a Dark Throne
Hes an Acid Drinker and a Morticion
All the Summoning made me a Tool
In the game of bringing ghosts to this realm
As i look up i see time passing on the Deathklok
Im not gonna rest or stop
Im gonna press this rap
And wrap it in a plastic bag
Bash it and than smash it into the shop
Crack the window,
Open up with my timbos
Up in the sicc ritual
Im a sicc individual
With a critical , punchline
And a miracle lyrical rhyme
Umbilical incision with my vision
A black metal crime !
A jot of blood dripping from the rock
Where the sword is stuck
And my pen finna write like a glock
It aint gon stop even under water !
When i pop the ink from my main vein within
This my last words on this track
You can hear i scratched some of my cords in my throat
Never really laid back if its about rap
I always write back to back
Even if im asleep my verses crawl out of my ears
And i love that cause it never left me
I could leave it but i didnt
Cause it makes me ... Who i am and calm instead of angry
They telling me angry is sexy
No felony, enemy of mine
Is inside me when i rhyme
You dont want to dine with him
You dont want to know this muthafucka
He ugly with tricks, b !
He wont ever miss me
Hes the one happy to diss me
He gon leave me with nothing
No hugs and no kisses
This demon is sicc !
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[Ref.]
To notatka do siebie
Oficjalna i kolokwialna
Bo to szczera prawda !
Namacalna i marna !
Bo To notatka do siebie
Oficjalna i kolokwialna
Bo to szczera prawda !
Namacalna i marna !
Weź z niej coś dla siebie
[1]
Po pierwsze :
Nie pije i nie pale i nie ćpie
Więc mama nie musi wiedzieć, haha
Po drugie :
W każdym wersie zawieram swoją dusze
W każdym wersie, czujesz moją bute
W każdym wersie aura zajeżdża blues'em
W każdym wersie głos prawie mi się łamie
Bo jak myśle o szansach jakie miałem
To płacze jakbym miał 5 lat i dostał lanie
Moje granie to nie granie na poczekanie
To granie dla ukojenia ducha smutnego
We mnie rozpaczającego i szlochającego
I brak mi słów czasem...
Po trzecie :
Już pewnie wiecie, że jestem wrakiem i śmieciem
I obrażam samego siebie, bo...
Coś we mnie, mnie ciągle gniecie !
Bierzcie wszystko co w tych wersetach znajdziecie
Po czwarte :
Jebać numeracje !
Od początku do końca ta sama gadka
Zniewolenie moje polega na tym, że
Ze spotkania mojego serca z depresją wyniknęła randka
A niska samoocena to była ich swatka
A dramat i smutek i łzy
I strach i cierpienie i brak tchu
I ty i ty i ty !
Wszystko to było
Warunkami tworzącymi okoliczności, że im obojgu się ułożyło...
Na moją niekorzyść ! Stąd ten cały skowyt !
Oddychaj i nie zamykaj ! Oczu ! <oddech>
Na moim osiedlu ćpuny i złodzieje
Heh... Czyli rodzina i przyjaciele
Alkoholizm to poważny atut w drodze do bycia zerem
A zer mieliśmy w chui... Czułem się bilionerem !
I nienawidzę mojego osiedla
Większość albo zamknięta, albo głupia
Albo wpadła do flaszki bez dna !
Nienawidziłem was !
W sumie to nienawidziłem siebie, bo...
Nie mogłem pomóc wam, moi drodzy przyjaciele
Bezsilny albo przestraszony...
Strachu wielkie szpony odcisnęły się na mojej szyji
Brachu, wielkie domy powybijany miały szyby
Domy jak potwory z Amityville
Lovecraft już opisał ludzi ryby !!
W każdym razie...
Z bólu powstali i w bólu dojrzewali
Nie wiem jak oni... Ale ja się zatrzymałem
Utknąłem... Na 3 lata
Nie miałem : dziewczyny ani brata
Tylko rappapapap
Na własne życzenie uniknąłem ludzi i życia
Bijąc się z samym sobą z pod ciemnego pokrycia
Myślałem o powrocie do bycia !
Nigdy nie zwracałem się do picia
Jako do odskoku od problemów
Które naciskają na każdego z nas z ukrycia
I otwarcie odkrywam wszystkie karty
Smęty moje pełne prawdy
Ehh...
[Ref.1]
To notatka do siebie
Oficjalna i kolokwialna
Bo to szczera prawda !
Namacalna i marna !
Bo To notatka do siebie
Oficjalna i kolokwialna
Bo to szczera prawda !
Namacalna i marna !
Weź z niej coś dla siebie x2
[Ref.2]
To notatka do siebie
W łez zalewie
Stres mnie zajebie
Bierz każdy wers do siebie
Bo on mówi też o Tobie i o Twoim gniewie
Niech mnie słowo poniesie !
[2]
Po pierwsze... Przestań wreszcie !
Będzie lepiej, musi być i już jest !
Może tylko wydaje mi sie - ale w to nie wierze
W ogóle w nic nie wierze... Czasem tylko w siebie
I to też rzadko, ero
Oczywiście napisane małą literą
Brak szacunku do siebie !
Absencja i niedostępność taty mnie dobiły
Szkoda, że nie abstynencja, bo wciąż pamiętam jak te łzy paliły
I by było lepiej dla niego... U mnie w porządku
Wyrosłem na nieufnego i zamkniętego
Ale każdej możliwej miłości potrzebującego
Bliźniego dla mych bliźnich
Bo pomagam ich bliznom się zabliźnić
A swoje traktuje jak trofeum !
Napewno wiesz jak brak pozostawia ślad
I od lat szpera w tobie szukając wad
I uwypuklając cały wach-larz
Ach ! Masz !
Aż się zastanawiasz czy jakieś pozytywy w sobie masz ?
Złości ciągły drenaż !
Z jednego punktu już całość ze mnie wydziera !
Czasem czuje sie jak Deceptikon
Oto moja dłoń a długopis to moja broń
A serce robi skok przez każdy płot!
A życie to Autobot !
[Ref.2]
To notatka do siebie
W łez zalewie
Stres mnie zajebie
Bierz każdy wers do siebie
Bo on mówi też o Tobie i o Twoim gniewie
Niech mnie słowo poniesie ! x3
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Verse 1:
See i used to be a dreamer
But now i ain't
Cause every dream i have is running away
So now im lost and i don't know how to pray
I used to be in that state
I didn't want to but i did retrace my steps
As of always i am sad
But as of lately im closer to thinking that i don't want to live nor hang!
So what should i do ?
Music helps me with my recovery slash revival
I should reside inside the asylum
With Two-Face and Bane
Casue y'all don't want a dude like me beside you!
So i'll just leave with all the pain
And please don't feel grief over my name
But... I don't think someone even would
Fact is that it isn't good
But if i lay till the end i'll have some time for dreaming again!
Verse 2:
Are you a Dreamer ?
Cause i don't think i am
Im not a Believer, neither
So i ain't Common too..
Im looking for some kind of a plan
But god damn ! Everything i am !
Is not believable and not sociable
And not quotable, not admirable
Not worth fighting for
When you feel like i feel you know it's not right to do!
It's not cool...
When you have dreams - Keep 'em, never leave 'em
Feed 'em, leave 'em for the rhytm of Life
Cause Life is a riddle of strife
Dreamers might be the ones to see the light
My dream was to write, rap and rhyme
I did step up and i got signed
But dude i didn't do any of mine
Now my label on tour and im here sitting and crying
Lying in my bed
Trying to make some sense
Out of this sadness i have
But this muthafucka makes me not give a fuck about anything !
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I uciekam, i uciekam
I uciekam, i uciekam
I uciekam, i uciekam x4
I uciekam, i uciekam
Przed odpowiedzialnością, przed zawiłością
Przed ostrością, wole patrzeć przez zamglony pryzmat
Uciekam przed polskością
Uciekam przed bilingualnością
Korzystając z innego języka opisuje swoje przeżycia
Uciekam przed religijnością
Uciekam przed głupotą
Nie dziw się, że te dwa połączyłem
Uciekam przed społeczeństwem i tym co zobaczyłem
Uciekam przed smutkiem i radościa
Uciekam przed samym sobą
Uciekam przed wrogością
Uciekam przed niezdolnością moją
Do bycia kimś innym niż uciekinier życia !
I uciekam przed ciągłym uciekaniem przed
Ale wciąż uciekam przed !
I run from what i am
I run from what i understand
But i don't hang with things that are pleasent
When you put me in a comfrot zone
I'm uncomfortable, homie, that's wrong!
Hit it with a lil bit of philosophy
From a perspective playas lookin' at me thinkin how could it be ?
But we all know we run from shit we don't like to be
But y'all run to !
What i run from !
And it ain't good since i'm so fuckin young
And still you'r so fuckin dumb!
I uciekam, i uciekam
I uciekam, i uciekam
I uciekam, i uciekam x8
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A Regular E
Cause ive been spittin my whole damn life
And It Was Written although tonight
I dont give a fuck what you know
I will show
A regular E thats all you gotta know
I.
Im still a nobody a body with no purpose
My purpose i think is to rap and love
I love and rap i pack and grab her by her waist
I erease wack and attack rap pers
My pers-on is a regular normal and same ol same ol
Same ol dude on no pay roll
Straight G, no employment for me unless its Eric
Or my daddy and im clear with this
Might be a no-guts-no-cash-no-mask-just-straight-forward-ass-stupid-ass-lovin-my-girls-ass dude
The one they call Eric S
The one that called himself TLT
The Lost Talent to be exact
The one that was called Eros
The god of sex , dick so complexed
Made of steele, long as Wolverine's claw
And enhenced by adamantium same as his bones !
You throwin rocks at me cause im spittin?
Or you got them on reserve ?
I aint heard a gayest thing than that befo
Just like Eddie Griffin
Red pill or E Pill the pill
Of Regular E , nothing too fancy
Just candid and romantic
I'm antic
Ref.
This is Regular E
This is Me
This is all i can be
This is all that i breathe
Im a dude that spits
Aint a classic like Commons "Be"
Just a normal record
Made on a piece of paper and a mic
Recorded in my home, swear on my life
Wont be nothin else just me
Just E, Regular, no extras
II.
If you listened you know me
Im giving you what i want only
You said i was on display, but nobody listened
Anyway i was on dismay, cant lie
Feel a sentiment even to the worse days
I wont say - bad things turned good
And from every mistake i made i learned a lesson
And from every mistake they made i made an example
If i was to stress a letter here it would be E
Cause i dont feel resemblance about anything i did
Cause if you look at it right
All of it brought me to this momentum
My new anthem and the New Era
I bear a burden of being too much of a genius to be certain
About anything in life
Even when i write it tonight
All the sidtracks disallow me to bite a bit more
The pie is lying on the table on the plate
But i hear a bell and see better food lying on the floor
My vision is blured and my mind is occupied
With everything except what i really want to do
Please dont hate
Cause thats just a way of admiration
My aspirations show me i have no goal in it
I just rap, love and make i wont wait to get it !!
Ref.
This is Regular E
This is Me
This is all i can be
This all that i breathe
Im a dude that spits
Aint a classic like Commons "Be"
Just a normal record
Made on a piece of paper and a mic
Recorded in my home, swear on my life
Wont be nothin else just me
Just E, Regular, no extras
III.
Past is showin up again
Regrets and deep wounds and i wish
None of it would hunt me again
When i ran away it started chasing me
I was in the middle of earasing it
I was replacing it with the present
Now its biting me in my ass
And my head is spinning
Im just tryin to give you my best
But if you live like me giving
You wont receive shit in advance
I got a hold of news that change my point of views
But... im too afraid of changes to change my views
And i aint got guts enough to risk what i received from life
I rock mic with my life served for you on a plate
With a salad and fries !
Everything comes out on the surface
When i wanted to live without it
My mind have been dyed in it
I dont lie, im high on life, but my regret
Guess gives me a power to take another step
And if im down, than leave me there
If im high... I know y'all gon bring me down
But now i have a new source of force
Her and her love of course
So i can lift me up !
Ref.
This is Regular E
This is Me
This is all i can be
This all that i breathe
Im a dude that spits
Aint a classic like Commons "Be"
Just a normal record
Made on a piece of paper and a mic
Recorded in my home, swear on my life
Wont be nothin else just me
Just E, Regular, no extras
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11. |
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[I]
Cause this is new era for eric
New Times Roman for The Lost Talent
I go inside my soul and arous it
The heart is beating hopefully for another ear to listen
I dont want to be up in for this mission to finish these bitches
How the fuck did it happen you know me but you dont listen
Now i glisten im just pissing on your head from above
Cause im already off this earth
Already they saw wings on my back on my birth
Already i told i wont retract a bit of shit of what i said before
I dont know if it will stick when ill be gone
But Whatever im doing it for me as always
Now im just happy cause i got her
But not always , but i love her
And i can watch her whole days
No tears and fears on my like in my old days
I just pierce it fierceley till its a broad day
Now i see day light aint no fade light
No tail light just a road ahead of my failed life
Sorry but i dont always play nice
Sorry but i dont know whats a fair and right
When i roll the dice
And when i pull the poltergeist out of my closet
Full of skeletons dancing on my future grave
[Ref.]
I wont ever be a great like Mozart but i hope
I wont make any bigger mistakes
I dont wanna play games
I dont want to know fake names
I dont want to pull fangs
I wont ever get this
But i know every way
So whatever you got for me i will pull my A.K.
[II]
I keep calm with my steady flow
Ready and armed
Ready to ball for whatever the reason is on
Now the reason is im in a different zone
Of my own happiness
Never been attached to a stone
No handcuffs, no chains on arms
Just waiting and paitiently drowning
Till i could finally stand up
And when i stood up my head against the stars
Im telling you now im going THAT far !
How could i ever be abused by the music i choose
I keep on making it and paying my dues
And none of you dudes could understand how i use
All the music i got here to create a bruise
All of you listen to me for the blues
But i choose to feel good now
Im hood but still i always knew i can and i could smile
I dont want to mend and i wont pretend
Life is a full time sunshine for my rhymes now!
This is that schematic rap artist sadness addict
When i come practicing every bad habit
Gotta have it i mean writing on a piece of paper
And than slapping beats like a ass
Im not aiming for hits , i was aiming to miss
Every shit i could or should have
Now i have it and i dont regret it
Im setting another trap for these masses
For them to understand i can bang full time acid
Even when my mood is higher than usually
Cause homie i always can make you wet on your seat
I dont want to always bang an instrumental that i speak on
All this music is a note to myself made for a reason
To tell myself "Keep On"!
And when i revise every track of mine i understand i need to speak more
And get bloody for everybody that i know !
The Lost Talent is home/on !
[Ref.]
I wont ever be a great like Mozart but i hope
I wont make any bigger mistakes
I dont wanna play games
I dont want to know fake names
I dont want to pull fangs
I wont ever get this
But i know every way
So whatever you got for me i will pull my A.K.
You know who is it - TLT the Wizard !
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I refuse to be a loser
And the music that im choosing
Actually i think im good with
I dont want to keep on living the blues
That i was loving
I just wanna keep on thuggin these beats
If im happy than its better for me
And evidently its better for my music
And if they envy... Well they fuckin should
I got the best girl that you can only dream of
Shes caring and loving me the way i could only dream of
Im not an addict
But shes my drug that i fiend for
Im just a charismatic, bi-polar, manic and loving personality
That gots to have a helping hand to help me live
Cause its hard in here, maybe im weak or just overwhelmed
With the shit that i speak of
In a minute i feed it my living
Is vivid and its a period
I mean im happy period
The mirror, mirror
Is right ! Its a miracle !
The loving and caring
The thinkin and sharing
The thoughts that im caring
The world that im carrying on my shoulders
She helps me by giving me bottles of water
Shes giving me a second breath
Even the third
See im gonna take care of you
You gonna take care of me
Even through the bad moods through the good moods
We gon make it through, boo !
Im no longer hood so i wont make things that i shouldnt do
Imma keep it true
Cause a real dude never hides
I wont tell you lies, even if i do i will admit it
Cause there is no way i want to end it
I wanna keep it and nurse it
And if it gets hurt i wanna put a bandage on it
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13. |
Baby (Prod. by Sparrow)
01:44
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I saw the light through my glasses
You know I'm kind of blind but I'm a lyrical asset
I have been wandering and thinking bout life as acid
That it burns my shit faster than the led poisoning
That I hopefully won't be infected with
But I'm making noise again look
I'm a different breed you should know now, look
Life of mine lying in pieces in the mine
Now I got an axe and a pick
Now I just gotta pick which one to ask
But I gotta be brave , real courage in phase
Really I just have to cover my face
Cause otherways they are going to hunt me by days
And I ain't Willem Dafoe or Del Toro to hide for days
Take the smile away I'll take the pain today
And make you understand...
Why the light will be calling
And the tunnel of life won't fall in
I now that I delivered lotta pain
But I'm on my way to be better than I was
Nothing of the earlier won't be left
I will only try to leave me the best
But you know that I'm fucking obsessed
All of this is abstract, cause I got a backpack
With a dream and nothing to open it up like a can
Just cause I can't
Man I don't want to reign, damn !
I don't want to feel the rain man
I'm sitting here holding this pen and
I don't know if I can stand them
Cause they screaming thinking I will pan
But as she told me I don't know what I want in the end ...
Damn, man!
Happy days are here
I have my A.K.
And im feeling better from day to day
Today i sweep this rap game away
Study and play i dont pray
But im on my way to be better
And i wanna be - thats most important now
I know im foreign but im not howling for reign
Ive been reducing the pain
Thanks to her im living again
And lyrics and flow are different
They wont be the same
Same as me i will maintain happy and free
In love with my baby
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There Wil Be Blood
Filling up every cup
Used for drinkin syrup
Im telling you what the fuck is up
With eric and his chain attached to a rock
But my life now really a hot life now
Is separetad from the rock
I ended the moment when i was stopped
Now im moving forward
And i got the ball that i wont drop
Now its all in color
Used to be grey and black
Like the new movies in noir
I am The Artist with a scar
Never moved really far
Only wanted to live good with love in the car
Riding shotgun with me
With my shotgun riding swiftly
Actually just making my license
Im currently after every crisis
Now its bright with real sun light
Not the bulbs - the fake type
Im the real mic type
Not the social one
But the dude that will help you sincerely type
Dont care bout them but i help 'em
Matter fact i dap 'em in the back and send them back
And i lived like that from day to day
Now i care only about my Mom, my A.K and my dad
Dont need nothing else just a bit of cash
To give her what she wants...
So whatever it takes
I cant make a mistake
And even if i do we can fix it
And even if she does we can fix it
When something is broken you dont throw it away, muthafucka !
You help it to get better if you care
So what we got, we gon keep it
There Will Be Blood!
There Will Be Blood!
Im here with that realness
No bullshit just real life-TLT-feelin-good-shit
Im the good one with the pen
Ink it till the paper drown on my cool shit
Just that its my life, life, life, life
I just hope that it aint a lie, lie, lie, lie
Thats why i always write, write, write, write
Thats why i need the mic, mic, mic, mic...
Whatever you want to say about me
I think im doing it right
Like on FBook just click "Like"
You can take a bite and take it
Taste it and make your opinion on the bakery
When im making according to my recipe
My MC cupcakes gon smash shit
And "Crash" it like Matt Dillon
And im just dealin my verses
Im dealing with my curses so ...
Yeah you heard this
There Will Be Blood!
There Will Be Blood!
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I got one hand holding a machete
Other hand holding a glock, A.K. Got my back
And i dont give a fuck who you is , where you is at
I keep calm shooting arms like in Battleship
Old folks know how to use these firearms
Im in the middle of storms, but control lightnings like Thor
Im an Avenger for rap music all day long
No 3D just studio MC !
Lyrics and bread is what i need to live
Give it to me every time of every day
I dont pray but you should
Cause lyrically i will split yo wig
And get you hit and get your throat slit
You dont have to watch a flick to see blood
If you want to see a Master you dont have to know Paul Thomas Anderson
Like a Phoenix i will be screaming and ascending from the ashes
From Dusk Till Dawn and Salma Hayek dancing on my casket
Kidnap one... Dos ... Tres and four more rappers
Put them underground like Rodrigo Cortés
Follow my steps but dont get too close
Better yet get the fuck out of my way, yo!
Who you are ? What you looking for ?
This aint Breakin Bad - you wont have that type of luck
To go ahead and do what you like
You will end up dead quicker than Nicolas Cage not being Johnny Blaze ugh !
Im K.A.T.R.
Im Killing All These Rappers no matter how far they are
I use a mic, use my pen-sword
Go toe to toe with them like a Borg
Lets mix it, im gonna use my Death Star
Dont Be a Menace to South Central While Drinking Your Juice in the Hood
Im that dude that had that hit-list
In the store buying cigarettes like Christian Bale
Im giving you Harsh Times and threats !
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Od urodzenia
Rozpierdalam wszystkie brzmienia
Od kołyski aż po grób
Rade daje jakom trup
Byłem martwy ale już
Wstaję i poddaje się tu...
Wstaje i oddaje się tu !
Przed tym mikrofonem tupot słów
Żeby tylko dotrzeć do tych głów
Pustych łbów !
I pytacie mnie "WHO?"
Jak się bujam to po prostu mój chód
A jak jestem na osiedlu to po prostu mój HOOD !
Ludzie się nie zmieniają tu !
Wszystko jest chuiowo a sytuacja jest gorsza niż była już
Dla mnie to nie ma znaczenia ...
Dla mnie tylko MU-zyka i Ona !
I bólu widziałem już od groma
I byłem tu i tu
Czyli, że każda strona
Tej księgi jest moja !
I czytam ją sobie, bo mnie boli ten ród
Ten narod, ten głód ! Pohamuj go !
Czas pełen prób
W pocie czoła męczy cie ten trud
A stołek sam wyskakuje spod nóg
Ten smród wędruje i
Ty go negujesz gdy
On Cie paraliżuje
Z jedynki przeskakujesz na dwóje i
Wciąż ocena życia chuiowa jak widać i słychać
Gdy się w mowie zatrzymujesz bo
Dusza paruje i to zmienia Cie w bydło !
Słaby raper - przerabiają twoje wersy na mydło
Zrób wykrok przed szereg
Osłoń się przed możliwością bycia zerem
I z całą złością i zadziornością maszeruj przed siebie
I maszeruj przed siebie tak !
Rozpierdol cały świat !
Blat blat blat !
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TLT zrobił PL
And he is comin from hell
Patrzę na siebie w lustrze wciąż
And i don't wish myself to ever fail
Otacza mnie ciaśniutki krąg
No friends, only my girl
Świat opiekuje sie mną
And i want to underline it on this song
Jestem sobą i z sobą , nie wybieram żadnych stron
I accept and admit i wasn't strong
Ciężko być tu i tu, mówiąc i pisząc o sobie jakbym opisywał zgon
Grr! Ready to eject my bad character out the window
I don't respect this dude when he's indoors
I dziecko indygo ze mnie żadne
Pełen wad, tylko fragment sie nadaje
I'm bad at myself! Cause potential have been felt !
But i'm tryin, at least with this rappin'
I wersami ze mnie kapie !
Z mojej duszy kamień zdrapie rosa z oka
No more waitin' - i'm attackin !
I'm avuncular - you gotta be happy
Ty stoisz przed drzwiami a bank już mój !
TLT - taki to się nam bydlak przytrafił
Yo! You can talk to me 'bout anything but pain is my department
Pamiętam jak jeszcze sam siedziałem w apartamencie
Na względzie mając to, że będzie lepiej
I cried a river and growed in rain, so now i can swim in it better
In other words, days are gettin' brighter, i'm allwright now
Po polsku mówiąc sprawy obrały pozytywny obrót i jest bajka
Bo moje nastawienie sie zmieniło ze szkodliwego do umożliwiającego jak elektryczna fajka...
Szlug... Bo fajka to słabe słowo !!
Good... I'm ready to go raw like sushi !
Już w porządku, nie potrzeba więcej słów, wystarczy że zanucisz
Przywróciło mi to wszystko wiarę
Teraz tylko muszę samego siebie udobruchać
Więc PL mamy z głowy i już nie musisz ... Słuchać !
[Przejście]
Wersy same ze mnie lecą !
Wersy same ze mnie lecą ! x4
Wersy same ze mnie lecą jak somolot
Ale nie rozpierdalają się o sosne
Mają raczej w sobie wielki polot,
I robią nalot jak na Normandie, którą wszyscy znamy z Medal Of Honor !
Grabą łapie za długopis jak Van Gogh za nóż
Odcinając sobie ucho i malując cały świat
"Imię Róży" to imię potwora wielu głów
Cóż, nasze imię Legion już
Bo świat pozwolił nam się niszczyć wszerz i wzdłuż
Na koniu o czerwonych oczach siedzi Głód
Ja na drodze stoje trzymając długopisy i majka
Nie chcę lustra, bo moje odbicie to mój wróg
Jak Portret Oscara Wilde'a !
Już w porządku ! Już w porządku !
Już w porządku ! Spokojnie !
Stay calm you gotta be so strong
With the muthafuckin shit that they pullin on your head
Don't need no pulse cause you were already gone or you were born dead
I be home always !
Muthafuckas wanna put it on me to be the forces
Of evil of course it is to be the itis
I been close to Osiris
Close to words in dictionary like the nicest
Like the lifeless, like muthafuckin beast that will kill the mices !
Cause im a black cat ! Cause im a black cat!
Cause im a black cat with a black gat and a black rap
I seen the mixture of cocain,liquer and no brain
Whats up with cha ?
I've been known to pull on chains and fuck a feature
No need to go and bang a figure !
Blaa!
You can never know if you get the picture
Cause i always write a lot of scriptures
Już w porządku ! Już w porządku ! Już w porządku !
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