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[The Lost Talent]
Cause all y'all really know the pain
That I've been dropping' so insane
So inane, so attached to this rain
That i wanted to remove from the game
I'm moving' on my lane
Nobody on my street tho, except for police yo
So i will use the heat to remove your brain
Take it out the box and look inside your frame
Tell me how can i maintain?
Always thinking' that I'm crazy for
But it leads me to being crazier than the day before
Wishing' my politicking' would make a difference
Cause my father still need stitches to keep a distance
From liquor abuse !
His screws really loose, he ain't a loser tho
My screws too tight, they're screwed up
Listening' to DJ Screw and The Bull
Now you know why my mind went BLANK!
Looking' at other peoples pain always makes me faint
Makes me appreciate my faith
My bars covered in shame - that's why I'm looking through a gate !
All the music on the radio is gay/Gaye
It ain't Marvin tho
My Pops gave me frowns on my face, his Pops shot him dead
I can never compare to that
But an addict and a psycho is my Dad
I love him i would not leave him
Cause i learned how to live and thug with him
I'm so worried bout him
I'm afraid that without me he wouldn't mind leaving this life
Taking' his hat and he's outtie
I ain't bad cause I've seen too much bad in my life, G !
I might need an angel dropped from heaven to find me
To revive me and keep me clean in this wicked society
You think that rebellion can help y'all ?
Yes it can ! But better yet, become a millionaire !
My pain ain't financial although it would help
This strife is substantial - that's why my father needs help !
This ache in him is a poison so i wish him good health
See, I'm coming' from a hood realm
From the deep ! So it's different from what you learned
Even if your heart cold as fuck... it would melt
[La Latina]
I need to take off
Cause I'm falling, falling
Like the Lucifer
And I'm calling, calling
See these angels tears are my story
Look at the Angels Cry
Hear the Angels Cry
Hear the Angels Cry
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Verse 1
As i walk down the street and i think
I always end up with a grin
Fucked up, end up with water on my chin
Think about the struggle for the cash
Think about the struggle to last
Think about thinkin'
But i think how i got to thinkin' bout that !
Think about inkin'
All my pain and sufferings on the pad
I link all my issues with my past
I don't know how to go through that
I don't even know if i should
Right now i'm holdin it back
But it keeps holdin me back some times
My only solution for problems right now
Is to convert them to rhymes
I'm walkin on this broken pavement
Folks lookin at me and i fuckin hate it
I call my girl or my dude
Cause i don't want to look at people
I want to talk to you
Cause although i hate human race
I have love for you
And when i'm issued i surround myself with those few
Verse 2
Yeah
This is shit that i live for
This is shit that i die for
This is for the ones i have love for
This is for the ones i'd die for
This is for my family
This is for everybody who ever waited for me
This is for my 2 homies who never abandoned me
This is for my girl for being a reality check for me
This is for me when i was too lonely to hold a moment and enjoy
This is for my Mom, she never let me down !
This is shit that i live for
This is shit you cant fake, man
This is shit that i ride for
With the people i die for
I'm 1deep so i ride alone
Even tho i claim it, i hate rain
For all the movies i watched, man
All the music i got, man
All the pain that i rock, man
All the dreams i try to grab, man
All the failures in my life, man
All the insane that i find, man
All the times i feel great about me
Discoveries that were made without me
Decisions that i made or were made without me
For every lie that was spoken bout me
For every eye that ever paused at me
For every smile i ever had
For every heart ache!
For every rhyme i make !
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[Intro]
It's all right Eric...
It's all right...
What Doesn't Kill You... well it fucks you up !
[Verse]
Hands are shaking, face is swollen
Voice is trembling, can't control it
Heart is aching, I can't hold it
I hear depression and he's calling
Mouth is dry but eyes are full of water
Why am I in the middle of disorder ?
How can I turn around the revolver ?
Cause right now it wants to do slaughter
She won't pick up when I call her
She'll text me back like "What you want, huh?"
I'll text her "I want us forever happilly!"
And then... she laugh at me !
And then... I cannot believe !
The girl I could see me with
Tells me that she don't care, she don't need it
She's playing games, she's conceited
Cause I ain't got a job on the radar, I'm underneath it
And I'm always the shoulder for her if she need it
What is important for me - for her to conceive it
That we should stick together - no matter what is it !
Cause if she's trying to leave whenever I'm doing worse
Than I, unfortunately, can't see it
Relationship can turn to relationsink
Just cause she's too selfish to see it !
And I'm a sucker for love so I can't leave it !
Whenever we're on the edge of breaking apart I have to heal it
SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP ME WITH !
Cause I've seen more pain than paramedics did
And I've dealt with more issues than AA meatings !
Everyday I'm calm but sometimes I can't keep it
In me and end up screaming and beating !
I'm beefing with me even
I don't know where I got it from
But when I look at the mirror I don't see a person worth seeing
O.G. told me to be cold till I get dough
But I keep on catching feelings
You know that feeling when you care ?
When for a loved one you might as well be dead ?
When you have an issue and you want to argue
But no one is there ?
When you want to be open but you're scared
That you can lose what you have
And you feel like there is nothing else besides that
So you act cool like "Fuck it, it'll pass"
But then you really say "Fuck it, it couldn't last!"
Too many times, too many excuses
Too much disrespect in this life
But still you want it to be all right
So you fight!
See I been in fire and I don't need a light
Cause my skin still burning from the last time
I know how to thug but I'm not quite sure how to live my life !
I try my best !
I don't always succed but if I fail
Than please don't leave me here
Be a bit optimisstic since I'm a pessimist
I'm always ready for the worse but I think about the best
And it stresses me that they're saying "Later it'll be greater"
But now it's later and I'm still in the same place
I always smile cause I cherish the day
Cause these eyes are familiar with pain
And my mind have been trained by
Old folks with wisdom you can see with your bare eye !
I don't use an umbrella when I walk in the rain
My Dad still needs me near
I value family much more than my peers
Cause they wanna leave quickly
But I want to stay till they all in the clear
I want to but I can't help them more
I wish I could do better for my loved ones
Cause that's really what life is about
If you'll stick to it, everything will be all right
Sky's dark and grass withered on my side
Wish I could have a new lawn cause this one says "bye bye !"
When my grandmother died
I was so indifferent as I've never been in my life
I though I would feel something
But I didn't even try !
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Flaws (Prod. by Komplex)
06:48
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[Verse 1]
I've been spittin all night long
My throat sore !
I don't know how much more i have to say, yo !
I been up here for a minute and i don't want to forget it
I don't want to mistreat it i want to see my flaws deleted
That's it !
When my grandmother died i didn't feel nothin'
I thought that i would feel something
I'm a muthafucka for that
Cause i ain't even dropped a jot of tear on my
And nobody had to tap me on my back
My mother cryin' and i don't know what to do ?!
"You really didn't and you don't, that's your flaw" that's the answer of my boo
When i asked her "I didn't show any emotions?
Or do i still do ?"
Straight up ! No lie !
I ain't got no memories of that women
So i have no reason to cry
But lately i've been callin' my grandpa a lot
I don't want to make the same mistake i did with grandma
I have to be less selfish
And Pick the phone up
Drive down South
25-373 that's my town
That's where i was born
That's where i'm really from
But i'm the only one i will be rockin' on this mic
Cause i'm reppin' me ! Not my home !
[Chorus]x2
These are all my flaws
This is comin from a cave man
I live in the dark
And i expect rain and pain, man
But i'm always eager to start
The new road fightin for my soul
Can't let my head hang low
[Verse 2]
I always keep myself on a distance, man
Cause i always think that they have some vicious plans
Against me they plot
I'm feelin' like Henry Hill, coked up
Paranoid, i don't enjoy any company
I knew that the only solution for me
Was my girl and it's workin'
I'm less hurt much more into workin'
My mind is gettin better
Cause when you'r lonely your mind shrink
And you have all the chedder
But what's that for when you can't spend that
Cause you understand that you don't really plan
Keepin yourself alive for a longer moment
Basically, sometimes i have moments
I want to be left alone
But i can't take loneliness
And i want to hang with homies
But i can't call them just like this
Cause nobody in the world that i like
And even if i might
They won't come around to hang around like this
Cause they see i call them only when i see it fit
But it ain't a suit it don't lay good
I'd rather be here with my mic lay good
Vocals on beats...
But no vocal to talk to when everybody's away
I don't pick my phone up neither
Cause when you pick it up too many times
People start callin' and i ain't fine with that either
It's my flaw that i'm asocial
But my flow shows i have no skills in a talk, yo!
I like this flaw but it leads to bein' depressed
Bout my future cause i don't want to be a part of a social world
I'm 1Deep that means 1 friend, 1 girl and 1 me !
It counts for three(free)
And cause of that i'm free from all of that
I mean Homies callin and wantin to hang with me
I don't know if i want to be none of that ...
We gon' see
[Chorus]x2
These are all my flaws
This is comin from a cave man
I live in the dark
And i expect rain and pain, man
But i'm always eager to start
The new road fightin for my soul
Can't let my head hang low
[Verse 3]
I fly to my cuckoo nest
I drive-by all the stress
I ride around without my vest
I try to get the rhyme that's best
I'm divine although depressed
By receiving no checks
Gotta hold onto my breath
I always want to confess
Always want to fuckin rest
Always want to fuckin press
Push it to manifest
That actually i am blessed
I help those who can't shake
I help those who do shake
Without a dose or a few grams
And i got family
That's the only thing that i don't hate
[Chorus]x2
These are all my flaws
This is comin from a cave man
I live in the dark
And i expect rain and pain, man
But i'm always eager to start
The new road fightin for my soul
Can't let my head hang low
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[The Lost Talent]
Bringin' to you live
How can anybody survive in this wicked society ?
Where everybody is tellin' you "why"
You a punk, you won't win
You are dumb, you will sin
You are just like them...
So fuck that !
That's why I cut off from everybody
I'm gon' show them I'm better in everything
I'm gonna spit like beretta or mac or tech 9(Tech N9ne)
I'll drop bodies, I'll take mine. God damn it !
Here we have folks livin' in past
That's the worse cause we can't move on
That's the curse since we've been through war
But war stories and veterans are taking over the lead role
And the leader of this nation, for me - is unknown
I know this dude shaved his mustache or something
But the government fucked up !
They steal too much and don't give back none !
Roads full of holes, same as their hearts I guess
Well-being here is a fucking joke !
And you are supose to feel safe around your own
But the law come in on your lawn and take your fucking home
They will shut your business
Take you to prison... Temporarily
And make you a witness... No evidence they need
You will bleed ! They will laugh !
They will prosecute you, use you !
But you've done nothing bad
So they will keep you in a lag
For a couple of years
So when you walk out, you will have nothing of your own except for tears!
Everybody is a christian here
They think they act like
But honestly they don't know how to act right
Slaves to a supperstition
And slaves to the religion
And the Church is getting money off these stupid people
We live in a stupid system
Pray, vote, go to prison and die with no wisdom
And the fucking priests are fucking kids
That's fucking sick !
I don't want to continue to spit
About none of that shit !
[KaveMan]
I'm the caveman, a goddam Neanderthall,
But I'm surrounded by so many retards my brain feels too powerful
I'm a land connection, they a dial-up modem,
Country where neolithic man feels smart must be so damn rotten.
This is Poland biatch, thea average IQ of fifty
Gonna keep drinkin and smokin till i reach the age of sixty
Then Im gone retire, run to the social welfare office
complain how small my check is then run off and get pissed!
Think to be a lethal weapon, when using my fists
Break a wrist, then find out my diaper is full of piss
And somethin else too, resemblin pudding
My victim Im gonna sue, caus I'm a hate filled bitch that hates jews!
This is the polish mentality, complete fucking insanity
Gotta hate every race to live in this goddamn reality
Hatin Germans for the holocaust, hatin jews its a lost cause,
If Hitler were your boss and general you would be a nazi most feral!
We got skinheads aplenty, snobs and hipsters too
you pieces of shit I fucking hate you!
As you're rollin around in ur new BMW
Talkin on speakerphone as my face turns a red hue
Gonna snatch that iphone from yo hand, smack you first rate
Next time you get a call only yo ass will vibrate!
Hey Mr officer, why you lookin at me
Not makin eye contact, you scared that much I can see
CAuse you know I'm big, got my hoodie got my knife
You rather pick on lil stoners cause u scared of yo petty life.
Bet if I was smaller, looked a bit more intoxicated,
You'd see easy bait, yo danger meter wouldn't have fluctuated
But now that I'm roamin around with mah niggas looking tough,
Keep yo eyes down bitch, find some graffiti artists to cuff!
Cause its about to get rough, when darkness falls in my hood
Yo mamma told you, eat yo vegetables and be good
casue with yo lights always flashing and sirens be blarin
Im blendin in blackness, tonight yo brains ill be sharin with mah homeboys
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Blackin' out...
I feel like I should be packin' now
Cause sometimes I feel like I'm Pacquiao
(Or) Like the president of Urugway
I see these ants climbin' on me
And I hear them shout
But I don't fear 'em, I feel 'em
Cause I'm that ant when I look in the mirror
I'm shoutin' into this collossus Empire
But all it do is neglect me
Disrespect me
It want me to obey
So as a favour it will protect me
But I don't need protection
From anybody
I'm just afraid that I could Collapse
Under the Empire
I was raised in these streets,
They tought me to question and deny
Every power
Like Richard Pryor I will set myself on fire
Run these streets and tell you how I feel about these liars
Give me fighters !
Give me revolution !
I bet if you ask any fighter he will tell you this is pollution
Not livin'...
Cause this ain't the world they fought
People starvin'
And not dreamin'
Livin' a nightmare so they start the heavy drinkin'
The ship is sinkin' if the weakest link is
The one that I'm inkin'
I know that you would like to think it's
All right
But I've seen man cry
All night
Never been up with no light
I've seen them with their hands up
But no fight
I don't understand how can you abandon your child
He's out there alone and you give him no time
This love is unconditional
No lie !
Empire is lookin' into my eyes
And it's tellin' me that it's the truth
When I know it's all lies
We're bound but we cut
All ties
I've seen them dudes with bowties readin' Times
Walk over a man beggin' for some life
Excuse me but it's a Riot of Emotions inside !
I was always ready to dive
Ready to help you
But honestly
I won't die
And it's modesty that you should think about
Propably you could never stop the apocalypse
But at least you could rest in peace !
I mean some empathy is all we need
See!
I was raised up with have-nots
And people in need
So!
I have seen how they bleed
And I know what it means to be in the sink
When they throw at you everything
Except for the kitchen sink
So maybe that's why I'm helpful
And less selfish but more selfless
But it means more on my shoulders and chest...
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[Verse 1] (The Lost Talent)
Young boy still smelling like wisdom
A free soul but experienced
As someone who's 40 and have been in prison
I don't agree so i'm a dissident
I diss any Empire, any liar
Any ignorance, i'm oppressed by higher power !
I'm accustomed to my enviroment so i don't mind stress
All the fish in this ocean that i can't digest
Although i'm a Great White i'm a loner so i can't rest
I'm not addicted - i don't touch wet to change how i feel
I'm that cat like Lord Bills
I send my minion to Cloverfield
I don't dance or juggle to gain an appeal
I really just fill pads with words to conceal
My true soul from the world
Also i'm a liar and a trained killer
So call me a Con Seal
[Verse 2] (The Lost Talent)
Sick and ill like i cought myself some Spanish flu
I mean it's fatal lika Mortal Kombat move
Brock got sick cause of my spit
And i'm Breaking Bad cause i'm tired of being a nice dude
I'm building myself against infidels
Doing Reps for Jesus like Dom Mazzeti, so my calves is due
I'm a funny guy like Ethan Chase
But i can break apart anytime like in Due Date
I'm locked in my mindstate like J.Lo in The Cell
I'm lookin for an escape like Arnie and Stallone !
I don't get kidnapped like in that movie bout a cellular phone
I pick the phone up and save your ass alone
I got that quick and lazy flow
Like snail the Turbo
Can't sentence me, i take a plea of insanity
But please don't let me go like George Clooney in Gravity !
[Verse 3] (sLanguage)
I feel sympathy for these beat symphonies
Guitars weep gently and the tears drip rhythmically
So go ahead and pour one out
As I explore text more, spill words from mouth
Coming from a league of extraordinary men with pens
Who meditate and levitate before flows begin
Lyricism's intricate, fine print exquisiteness
Moving through the matrix, special agent when the rhythm hits
The mental picture's worth a thousand different words
I paint a stroke a genius on this canvas I work
Disperse 16s and when scenes convert
My verse is Sistine in its perceivable worth
I speak softly as the record spins
Grip the pen then proceed to bleed messages
Therapeutic infusion with soothing medicine
Smooth elusive elohim, supreme being rhetoric
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The Lost Talent Poland
MC from Po'Land !
1/2 of Black Catz
Member Of INC(Indelible Niche Collective)
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